The following represents the wanderings of a college mind...
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yeah, I'll show you people technical support.

The drive on my laptop decides to go bad, while still under warranty thankfully, but the store decides they need to send to Dallas to get fixed. Hello? I live in Wisconsin. Do you not know how to replace a drive here? Yeah... that's bs.

So, I'll be offline for a bit. Granted, I can get online from labs, but these computers don't handle the DA site so well... so. No updates for a while. Not to mention that I don't have any of my files. Just hope Toshiba doesn't lose them all for me.

Anyway... not that many people look at my site anyway... but hey. Just thought I'd let ya'll know.

Oh! And I got to meet Claire yesterday. She's beautiful...

But... too my room I go... to do... homework.

The following represents the wanderings of a college mind...
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You know... I throughly hate headaches.

Frustration I tell you...

But hey... I'm still kicking right? Right.

I missed the boy today... haven't seen him at all. I think I'm addicted. That's bad eh? Eh.



But now... I think I'll have to go do some work. Fun fun...

K bye.

The following represents the wanderings of a college mind...
---So I drop on my site today from a lab... and first off...
It looks horrid on these moniters. Rawr... everything is so dark. Will have to see if it's me or this lab.
You put a picture up, it doesn't matter what it's of, and you will instantly get more attention then any piece of prose. I take pride in my writing. Perhaps too much, but still. Has our society become so image oriented that we can't stop to read something? Or is it just a lack of time. Which brings me to another point...
Over-committal. Why in the world do people feel the need to say yes to everyone? Sometimes, you need to say no. Do you really want to look like this?
I didn't think so.

There are only so many hours in a day, days in a week, and weeks in a year. You can't push yourself too hard, else you burn out and then you're useless. And never... never tell me you'll make time for me. And then don't.



It's an odd day. I'm just not happy. I need to relax, realize who is in control, and let them be in control don't I? Yes Father, I know I do. I'm trying. My head knows, my heart just isn't listening.

Once again... it's been a while.

Claire Louise is still fighting. Getting over the hump. And am I ever proud. She's a beautiful girl.

Starting school again. Trying to get my life back into order. Have a little help and encouragement. Really missing being home though. I don't have Erin or Jen to go to and talk about everything with. Really miss then... esp now when I'm getting all sorts of stressed out. Needing someone that I can talk to at any point in time. Have a few ideas of people from school but... Eh. Mike has issues of his own and isn't really social. Ryan is a busy boy, and I always feel like I'm taking up his time. Andre just doesn't have the intellectual connection I crave. So... I struggle. No one I feel I can be...truly honest around? Well... just no one I feel I can talk to about everything without feeling like I'm bothering them. If that makes sense.

Anyway...
More writing is being requested by those I write with. Woo...
Time to go. Update later... maybe.

btw... Erin... if you're still out there... drop me a line sometime.

Haven't updated this in a while... thought I should take the time, even if I haven't put any new deviations up. Life is progressing... nothing to really report about except for Claire once again. She had some more problems... but she's starting to do better again. This is a small piece of an entry the Papa wrote.

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Clare got a new IV line today. Her respirator and oxygen levels have come down more. We were able to see her with her eyes open tonight and she held our pinky finger. Later tonight they plan on weighing her and starting milk again.
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Basically... this is all good news. The respirator and oxygen levels need to continue to fall until she can breathe on her own. And it's also wonderful that she is feeding somewhat. From what I understand, this isn't through the stomach tube. But I may be wrong... Either way... she's doing well. I just hope she continues to do so.

Hang in there Claire Louise... I want to teach you to be rough and tumble someday...